Aly

tensec2la8@aol.com — Sat, 07 Dec 2002 19:54:54 GMT

What's the story behind your LJ user name?

its the name of a john mayer song

Name 5 of your favorite pig-out foods.

Chocolate chip cookie dough
Mozarella cheese sticks
Saltine crackers
chips
pudding cups

Have you ever had a makeover?

Nope

What's the longest time you've stayed out of the country and where?
2 weeks in france n sixth grade with school

One thing that you're grateful for, today?
that i have a family and friends who love me

What's your favorite high school memory?

well i still have about 3/4 of high school left but i'd say that i dont' have one

What's the most insane thing you've ever done to/for your crush that he/she may not know about?

I'm a stalker hehe

Describe your dream wedding.

I don't have one

Would you ever join temptation island?

Sure

Name 3 teachers you liked in High School/Elementary.

Mrs. Vacarelo for kindergarden. She always gave us hugs and she invited all of us toher wedding.
Mr. Festa my 7th grade science teacher
Mr. Cummings my American History teacher last year.

Do you have a favorite quote?

Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die tommorow

My first heartbreak happened when?

???

The school picture you buried in your bottom drawer?

3rd grade picture. Green clothes ponytail to the side what was i thinking

Do you have any weird preferences? What are they?

I do but thats for me to know

What is one thing you will never understand about the opposite sex?

This implies I understand anything about the opposite sex

Who is your best friend?

it will always be natalie no matter what but others come and go. right now i'm getting prety close to Ambs and sammies comes to mind to so does rel

Name one tv character you'd most want to be.

the guy from freaky links that would be an aweome job

If you were famous, and were to be a guest on a talk show, which would you choose?

jerry springer just for fun

Give yourself a porn-star name.

Nosyla

Do you have any weird sleeping habits?
not that i know of

What is your favorite song right now?
i have a lot

Write a line from any song.

Those words at best were worse than teenage poetry

Do you know at least one Disney song by heart? Which one?

nope

Describe your dream house.

Aloaft on a beach somewere in california, witha recording studio

Your typical sleepware.

my nfty pj pants and a shirt

What's in your bag?

i dont' have a bag

What's in your wallet?

My driver's lisence some buisness cards and no money

How much money do you have in your wallet right now?

$0

What is your favorite pair of shoes?

?

If you could have gone to your senior prom in a different outfit, what would it be?

well since i didn't go yet not sure

tensec2la8@aol.com — Sat, 07 Dec 2002 19:10:39 GMT

please stop reading my journal and get overyourself. thankyou. if you don't like what it says then don't read it. this is to anyone who finds the need to read my journal and is not my friend.
that is all goodbye.

liquid paper

tensec2la8@aol.com — Sat, 07 Dec 2002 16:35:31 GMT

So I've managed to convince my mom to let me apply to build a bear and all I have to do is convince my dad wich should take about two hours till he agrees or maybe less. I have to be patient with him and tell him its ok for me to drive to the mall over and over again till he actaly hears it. I have this song stck in my head and i don't know the name of it. ergh.
"it looks deep enough for me i'm falling..." thats so annoying cause i really like the song and i want to get there cd.
I'm going to convention in feburary. I get to see David. I haven't seen him since i was 6. The only reason we started talking again was because my dad went to Colorado to visit his family and showed hima picture of me. Apparently he thought i was hot and gavem dad his picture with a note on the back. haha. Anyway, i'm really excited for it, I love DC, and I get to be with my friends and meet other people. Ou I get to see Elliebellie too. Yay. I'm wondering if Rachel will be there I haven't seen her in like 3 years awesome.
peace, love, and NFTY

tensec2la8@aol.com — Sat, 07 Dec 2002 05:47:16 GMT

PEOPLE ARE SO FUCKEN ANNOYING AND IMMATURE. WHEN I SAY I DONT' WANT YOU TO WRITE BACK. IT MEANS DON'T. FUCK YOU MOTHER FUCKERS AND FUCK EVERYTHING YOU HAVE EVER DONE TO ME. YOU WILL GET WHATS COMING TO YOU. I'M DONE WITH YOU. GOODBYE.

i have a scar on my finger i'm staring at right now.
i just went into my moms room and took this hehe she was sleeping i'm glad i didn't wake her up.
working tommorow answering phones much fun : - )

get used to it

tensec2la8@aol.com — Sat, 07 Dec 2002 03:16:13 GMT

Tonight I went out with Ambs to the mall. It was actualy a lot of fun. I got 14G earings now i gotta figure out how to put them in without hurting myself. We were in Barnes and Nobel and I went to look at the magazines and this like 40 year old started hitting on me. I was like NO. He eventualy got the hint and I went back over to Ambs. And I was like i'm never leaving you agian in the mall. That was really scary. Hmm, A lot of hot guys. Taken is onit's pretty good. Oh no there going to kiss and she's married and so is he. Uh Oh. haha. I got an aplication for builda bear. Oh great now there going to fuck. Ok um nothing else to say.
Peace, Love, and fun

applesauce and turkey

tensec2la8@aol.com — Fri, 06 Dec 2002 12:54:51 GMT

I hate when your on a website that you signed up for and you have to do all this shit to unlock stuff and then when you try to do it, it doesn’t work, wtf.
This morning Sammie, Andy, mike, and I went to Dunken Doughnuts to find out it was closed. Geerrr Arrr. So we went to David’s, BayGuls. Yes bagels no baaguls. Hehe ok so anyway. A lot of interesting things happen on a snowy morning. Lets see, I turn my windshield wipers on and realize one fell off. The one for my side of the window. So I go to pick up Sammie and Andy. Hahaha that rhymes. Ok anyway so were driving out of the condos and I stop and have Sammie get the windshield wiper that’s falling off the hood of the car. She gets out as all these cars are honking haha. We go to pick up mike and while I’m looking out of Sammie’s window to see. Andy fixed the wiper yay thankies Andy. So he fixes it and Sammie and I are playing good music, which no one else seems to like. : - ( We get to school and Sammie gets out just to fall back into the car. Hahaha.
I have Mountain Dew, which makes me incredibly hyper.
Today will be a good day because I had a good morning. Yup Yup.
Chorus 8th period will suck but its ok cause I have Ambs to hang out with.
Hmm bloody hell. Haha its really funny when your chorus teacher says that and flying damn when you know he wanted to say flying fuck. I’m rambling here so I should stop it’s too early in the morning.

Peace, love, and applesauce
Speaking of how do you choke on applesauce?

i'll be gone before you wake

tensec2la8@aol.com — Fri, 06 Dec 2002 00:04:40 GMT

today was nice. Went home early because of snow. Yayness. Hmm got a bunch of mail from UMC people. A lot of parties going on with that. Ou. Ones on the 13th. Friday the thirteenth. It's Ellies 18th party. Yay.
Jo's party is on the 14th. It should be fun. And I'm going to try and not let anything bother me. It should not interfer with jo. She is a great friend and i'm not going to let my anger at other people because of what they did to me bother me during the party.
Tommorow I am going to hang out with Ambs. Funess. My dads not home and it's so nice right now. Thats really weird that its this nice just cause hes not here. I miss him but i mean its so less stressfull when he's not around.
My brother called earlier today. I didn't realize how much i missed him untill he called. I'm glad he's coming home soon. Dec 20th. I miss him so much. And he's coming home without his girlfriend. I really like her but I want to spend some time with my brother to. I'm thinking maybe i'll email this to him. I miss him so much.
I just got an idea for my marketing term project. I want to promote music but it wasn't a choice. However, a movie was a choice. So I can promote a film of a band. That way i can do both. I need to make a poster and a commercial. I need a digital camera, a script for the commercial, and a band. I need to do all this by January 17th. I should get to work on this. Yay i'm actualy really excited about this. ok gonna go.
Peace Love and 18th birthdays

figures of speech

tensec2la8@aol.com — Thu, 05 Dec 2002 17:02:13 GMT

I hate when people say things that they don't even know are true. No i did not drive amber home. Yes i went home early because my mom called the school. Yes i tried to tell you. No i wasn't able to. Yes i feel bad. Mother fucker. Why do people do that. It's like i do things to everyone else and they dont' do anything to me. And i hate how people will believe them WHAT THE FUCK MOTHER FUCKER.
I've been getting to know someone really well lately. She's awesome and i'm glad we are becoming friends. I have so much fun with her. Of course now its like i always hang out with her. AND THATS NOT GOOD OF COURSE NOT. People are so fucken annoying. argh. I HATE PEOPLE.
ok done venting

happy birthday?

tensec2la8@aol.com — Thu, 05 Dec 2002 07:58:09 GMT

The root of all evil is definatly in that person. And I like my idea. Press button, douse in gasoline, FIRE FIRE FIRE!

So anyway, I had a lot of fun last night. First went to Ambers. We decided that we have more fun in the car. Drove around at 6 with the windows down, music blaring, screaming whore at the top of our lungs, driving past peoples houses for fun. Hahahaha. Her house is not scary but instead very amuzing and funny.
Were hanging out again on friday. Yay. I love ambs she's so awesome.

Hoping for a possible delay or something today.

My dads leaving soon. I am muy excitido.

Hmm what else?

Even when he's messed up he's still incrediably hot.

CRACK WHORE!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEE!!!!

Peace, Love, and crack whores

gold bond

tensec2la8@aol.com — Wed, 04 Dec 2002 13:00:35 GMT

Library is boring.
My dad leaves tomorrow morning I’m happy.
I wish my mom were in a better mood she’s being an ass.
I have to stay for 8th tomorrow. Blah but I’m driving Amber home so maybe well hang out. We have so much fun hanging out.
I have a No Doubt song stuck in my head. Hehe.
Affirmative action is so stupid. I’m doing this article in pig on it. Hopefully the Supreme Court will make a good ruling on it. I don’t get it. It was formed so people wouldn’t be discriminated against but basically they still are. Do you really want to say, “I got into this college because of the color of my skin.”? What the fuck is with that.
Anyway, it’s to early in the morning. And next period were watching The Rookie. BLAH.
Jillian gold bonded at homecoming without me!!!! She better at winter!!!!

Peace, Love, and Gold Bond

i want you to want me

tensec2la8@aol.com — Wed, 04 Dec 2002 02:33:41 GMT

I hate my parents. They take all their fucken stress out on me. Fuck them. Taken is an amazing miniseries. I want freakylinks to come back on tv. I loved that show. I'm way to obssessed with Sci-fi and horror. Hmm. He is so sweet, and hot, and nice. If i could only just hook up with him maybe i'll calm down a little haha. Slut.

I really regret what i did. but i wasn't really sure what was going on. It's amazing that they new and they were amazing friends for trying to help.

I had lunch with carolyn, katie, and liz today. it was muy fun.

talking to him now ergh i want him :(

Peace, Love, and AHHH TRUCKS

buffy quote

tensec2la8@aol.com — Wed, 04 Dec 2002 00:27:58 GMT

"Thats a weird place to have a horn."
"Oh, thats not a horn."

buffy quote

tensec2la8@aol.com — Wed, 04 Dec 2002 00:27:39 GMT

"Thats a weird place to have a horn."
"Oh, thats not a horn."

good days and good nights

tensec2la8@aol.com — Wed, 04 Dec 2002 00:06:45 GMT

Today I had a lot of fun. At like 4 I went to pick my sis up at school. We went to get McDonalds, then went to Tower and my sis bought me the first No Doubt cd. Thankies. Then we went to Barnes and Nobel then we went back to Ambers house were she took the pic that is now my new icon. I LOVE IT I LOVE IT Hehe.
Anyway, my dads leaving thursday morning wich I am muy excited about. My mom and I are having a little vacation from stress and it means that I can go out if I want to haha.
I am so happy right now. YAY!!!
hahaha.

peace, Love, And Joy

peoples

tensec2la8@aol.com — Tue, 03 Dec 2002 03:44:05 GMT

1)fuck you fuck you fuck you
i hate you and i really want you to die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2)but i really like you and hope we get to hang out.

3)and you are an amazing friend and i am glad we got closer this year sis.

don't let it go to waste

tensec2la8@aol.com — Tue, 03 Dec 2002 00:05:08 GMT

today was fun. I hung out with laura her boyfriend cousin and friend. We went across the street to the church to skate and I lit some dead leaves on fire. Then we got yelled at by some old guy. I had to go home anyway.
TAKING BACK SUNDAY IS ON MTV2 I LOVE TBS its better than them being on MTV.
In ninth grade I had this want to be bad girl thing going on and what people don't know won't hurt them but its coming back and I don't know if that is good or bad.

"trust she fucken hates me"

Amber has an awesome new icon.

My dads going away thursday thru sunday wich is good cause that means I can do whatever I want basicaly. YAY! excitedness.
Theres someone I really want to hang out with. Need to make my move.
Staring is not good but don't go where your in my view its not nice. Ergh. I'm not sure if you even read this hahA.

tensec2la8@aol.com — Mon, 02 Dec 2002 21:58:08 GMT

what band member are you?
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tensec2la8@aol.com — Mon, 02 Dec 2002 12:37:24 GMT

So this morning I went to pick up Mike and he wasn’t there. Then I went to pick up Jo and she wasn’t there. Both not their fault but I was lonely. I thought at least Sammie will be there but she wasn’t either. So I was all alone walking into school. Sadness. Ok I know I’m being really really boring.
It’s kind of amazing how many responses I got from that profile thingy Amber showed me. It’s actually really awesome.
Back in school. Incredibly boring. Need to get out of here. Two weeks till vacation, my brother comes home, family pictures; I die my hair, and winter conclave. All that shit happens within the span of four days yay.
Oh I’m going to make extra money by cat sitting for the Mallons. It’s actually a lot of fun. Their cats are awesome. They use to have a hermit crab but I think it died. L. I miss hanging out with Phil. We were like best friends and inseparable. But we got older and he went to Don Bosco so we kind of drifted apart.
I’m bored and I need to go do my marketing homework that is overdue.

Peace, Love, and old friends

tensec2la8@aol.com — Mon, 02 Dec 2002 00:41:32 GMT

today was pretty uneventfull. I went out to eat with Amber around 10:40 and yes I eat lunch at 10:40 in the morning. If it's past 9:30 I will wait till 10 to have lunch. Anyway, we took a little detour while going to the mall cause Ambers had to work. I am not a stalker really I'm not hehe. We almost crashed like 3 times. I'm a good driver, just not when I'm hyper and having a good time. I had to put ductape on the back window of the car cause it keeps falling down. Taken premiers tommorw I'm muy excitedo.
I've taken advice from two very close friends and put the advice together. Fuck it. I'm going to let my other side come out. Everyone already has their opinion of me so fuck it I'm not going to change certain things about me just because its what other people expect of me. There are certain things about me that no one knows and that I've been afraid to show but fuck it cause now it's all gonna come out.
I need to make $350 by febuary for convention thats if the temple pays like $50.

Nothing else going on. I didn't get a present last night I don't expect one tonight and I doubt I'm gonna get the only thing I asked for. But I should not feel bad cause at least I got something.

Peace, Love, and deady bears

tensec2la8@aol.com — Sun, 01 Dec 2002 15:12:05 GMT

I'm reading a book called man crazy. It's actualy really good.
Amber slept over. She is cold right now. She just realized that she could of put her sweatshirt on last night. Her finger hurts. Now shes talking to a stuffed dog. ANYWAY, we had fun last night. We are going to hang out more cause I said so.
It would be fun to light a room on fire. Or to take a bag of shit and light it on fire and leave it on a porch. It would be fun to light anything on fire. I think I'm a pyro.
Amber and I are going to make a diarahma of a place with people and were going to light it on fire and watch it BUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!! HEHEHEHE

this is what happens when you get no sleep.

amber has a boob i mean seem ripper. She keeps it near her boob though. She's afraid it's gonna rip her boob.
BOOBIES!!!

i gotta get ready cuase i gotta go to breakfast.

peace, love, and boobies

UPRISING

tensec2la8@aol.com — Sun, 01 Dec 2002 01:58:04 GMT

"if you can't fight then run if you can't run then resist"

mother fucken, jew hating, racist loving, no heart, no brain, hypnotised assholes

how could they how could someone kill so much innocence

fucken assholes

WHY?

I get so angry watching anything that has to do with the Holocaust
why do i get so angry why
i hate them HATE them so fucken much i want to go back into time and kill them hurt them all fight with warsaw. I dont' care if i die i just want to hurt them and i live in the furture and i can't do anything about it. It makes me so fucken angry. and theres nothing i can do casue its the past. There is no happy ending just survivor stories.
And yet there are still racists still people who don't get it. What the hell was Kosovo. why don't people learn! why what the fuck is wrong with people.
why do we still fight. so much death so much killing fuck you all.

FUCK YOU ALL I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tensec2la8@aol.com — Sat, 30 Nov 2002 18:02:30 GMT

x. my father thinks i am = his lil girl
x. my mother thinks i am = her lil girl
x. my sibling thinks i am = their best friend and lil sister
x. my grandma thinks i am = she's dead but apparently she thought i was special
x. my grandpa thinks i am = he's dead but he thought i was beutifull
x. my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks i am = don't have one
x. my best friend thinks I am = unique?
x. three worst qualities = i care more about other people than myself, stubborn, sometimes ditzy
x. three things you are often complimented for = eyes,and hair
x. a compliment you got that made you blush = i was beautifull
x. you got embarrassed when = ugh rather not talk about
x. makes you happy = music
x. upsets you = people

yes or no. ..
x you keep a diary = yes
x you like to cook = HAHAHA no
x you have a secret you have not shared with anyone = yes
x you fold your underwear = yup
x you talk in your sleep = no
x you set your watch a few minutes ahead = yes
x you bite your fingernails = no
x you believe in love = yes

last. ..
x. movie you rented = the importance fo being ernest
x. movie you bought = i love lucy classics for my parents for hanuka
x. song you listened to = Dispatch - here we go
x. song that was stuck in your head = shut up - Kelly Osborne
x. song you've downloaded = don't download
x. CD you bought = Tacking Back Sunday
x. CD you listened to = Dispatch
x. person you've called = my dad
x. person that's called you = ? i im people
x. TV show you've watched = The Osbornes
x. person you were thinking of = amber

do...
x. you wish you could live somewhere else = yes
x. you believe in online dating = no
x. others find you attractive = i guess

Do:
x. you want more piercings = yes
x. you want more tattoos = none
x. you drink = sometimes
x. you do drugs = sometimes
x. you smoke = sometimes
x. you like cleaning = depends on my mood
x. you like roller coasters = not upside down ones
x. you write in cursive or print = depends

have you. ..
x. ever cried over a boy/girl = yes
x. ever lied to someone = yes
x. ever been in a fist fight = yes
x. ever been arrested = no

what. ..
x. shampoo do you use = sheer blonde
x. perfume do you use = none
x. shoes do you wear = sketchers

number. ..
x. of times I have had my heart broken? = once

live life, no rules

tensec2la8@aol.com — Sat, 30 Nov 2002 17:29:34 GMT

Just filled out my app for Convention. yayness. cept I have to pay for half and I don't have a frekin job. ergh. I was rejected by the New City Library. Thats so wrong. I got my hair cut. It's really short and I love it. Stephanie is an amazing beutician. My mom said after the famil pictures I can highlight my hair. As long as I pay for it. Stephanie said that what i can do would normaly cost $100 but she's gonna make it so it's only like $60 - $65. Wich is good considering I have to pay for it.
Ambers gonna sleep over tonight I'm excited. YAY. I'm waiting for her to call. I have a felling were gonna have fun. The two of us together are crazy.
hmmm. Nothing else is really going on. Waiting to hear information about winter. Vacation in two weeks!!!

Peace, Love, and Hairdye

on the first night of hanuka

tensec2la8@aol.com — Sat, 30 Nov 2002 01:35:20 GMT

I got this really awesome clock that is in the shape of a cd in a cd case. Its actualy really awesome.
I gave my parents there present. It's a DVD of four classic I love Lucy shows. They seemed happy with it.
My face is all flushed, my head hurts, my eyes are swallowen, red, and itchy, and its hard to breath. I'm actualy exhausted to. I think I am allergic to something but I don't know what it is.

peace, love, and happy hanuka

many ways many days

tensec2la8@aol.com — Fri, 29 Nov 2002 22:30:38 GMT

HAPPY HANUKA

I LOVE THE SMELL OF LATKAS